reflection?

yer know what~
actually i think i'm afraid of lots of things ><
-horror movie
-sudden loud sound
-sudden flashes (yarr.. basically lightning and thunder especially if its at night @.@)
-not being able to eat chocolate ( chocolate is a essential source of food of life, people)
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and most importantly losing happiness.
i fear that i would fall in love with something but ultimately it will walk out of my life. because i was feeling too blissful.
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heh, it reminds me of these two songs,
"All good things come to an end - Nelly Furtado" and
"Where does the good goes - Tegan and Sara"
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anyway, my sleepiness had once again exceed me 2nd night in the row...
and yup i woke up at 6 again....zzz...